For Canadian volleyball player Lui, Pride month represents chance to inspire younger generation

When Justin Lui came out as gay to his Stanford University volleyball teammates in 2020, he remembers feeling two very strong emotions: anxiety and relief.

Lui was in his sophomore year, socially distancing from his teammates due to the COVID-19 pandemic, when he decided to share his truth on a team email thread.

"I remember writing the email, sending it, feeling this like a sigh of relief, but also an anxiety about how people respond and feel about it," he told CBC Sports. "Then I went immediately outside, and I went for a walk … I just walked around my neighborhood, and then came back, and that's when I saw a bunch of messages."

Lui, a Libero — or defensive specialist — for the Canadian senior men's national volleyball team, said he was quickly met with messages of support, love, and encouragement for his bravery.

The benefits of Lui's vulnerability quickly transcended into his performance, and experience, on the court, propelling him into becoming both a stronger volleyball player on the court, and a better teammate.

"I felt more confident on the court. Volleyball is a super interpersonal sport, and so when I was able to come out and approach my teammates now as this authentic, genuine self," said the Pickering, Ont., native. "I think we're able to build better chemistry."

As for the progress in sport, Lui feels a cultural shift happening into a much more inclusive space for the LGBQT community. 

"I'm getting messages from younger athletes saying they feel comfortable coming out and they want to talk to me about their process of coming out. Things like that, to me when I was younger, seemed so foreign," he said. "I think it's just becoming more normal for people to see people who are LGBTQ in sports and who are top