Seeing the effect of loss at Women's World Cup the downside of reporting on event

As I prepared to return home from the Women's World Cup in Australia, it is fair to say that Canada's premature and heartbreaking exit caused a bevy of emotions.

The team, staff, media covering the match, and, of course, the team's supporters across Canada, were all flooded with everything from dismay, shock, frustration — all parts of grief.

Then there were the practical implications of the loss for me. Logistics needed to be worked out, tickets needed to be changed and hotel reservations had to be cancelled. It goes without saying that Canadian media anticipated being in Australia far longer than our fates decided. 

Although I will continue to cover the tournament, it will be from the comfort of my home or office — blasting with air conditioning as Toronto swelters in the August heat. I packed up all the hoodies and track pants that I have greatly enjoyed wearing. I love cold weather and despite having to purchase a Vicks nose inhaler, I have enjoyed this season Down Under tremendously. 

Soccer has always brought me happiness and despair. It is exhilarating to play, thrilling to watch, and a joy to cover professionally. Yes, the hours and travel can be arduous, but I love my job. There is no doubt about that. 

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There are defining moments of one's' career and covering Canada's loss may be one of mine.

How do you ask about the result, response and reaction in a way that isn't more upsetting for players crying in front of you? When their faces look defeated, discouraged and the mood is the polar opposite of joyous? When players are taking blame for the result or apologizing to the country for disappointing them? When this year has been taxing on