Nick Kyrgios opens up on his depression, drugs and the path out of darkness: ‘Reach out’

Australian tennis star Nick Kyrgios has opened up on one of the darkest times in his life - and how he gradually came out of that dark place to realise that life is “beautiful.”

The 26-year-old, who recently gained a whole new legion of fans after winning the Australian Open men’s doubles final with Thanasi Kokkinakis, posted a picture to Instagram on Thursday of him looking pensive on court.

“This was me 3 years ago at the Australian Open,” he wrote.

“Most would assume I was doing ok mentally or enjoying my life… it was one of my darkest periods.

“If you look closely, on my right arm you can see my self harm.

“I was having suicidal thoughts and was literally struggling to get out of bed, let alone play in front of millions.

“I was lonely, depressed, negative, abusing alcohol, drugs, pushed away family & friends.

“I felt as if I couldn’t talk or trust anyone.”

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Kyrgios goes on to explain that he had trouble opening up to his loved ones about his problems and was having difficulty maintaining a positive mindset.

“I know that day to day life can seem extremely exhausting, impossible at times,” he wrote.

“I understand that you feel if you open up it may make you feel weak, or scared.

“I’m telling you right now, it’s OK, you are not alone.

“I’ve been through those times when it seemed as if those positive energetic vibes were never ever going to be reality.

“Please, don’t feel as if you are alone, if you feel as if you can’t talk to anyone, I’m here, reach out.

“I’m proud to say I’ve completely turned myself around and have a completely different outlook on everything, I don’t take one moment for